Live again

I don't want to cry any more. I want to live again, I want to remember how to live. Every day I keep expecting things to go back to how they were before you broke my heart, sometimes I think I see things are better, then I fall again, I don't want to get out of bed, I don't wanna try any more. Its been so long, isn't there like a deadline that one hits that point and stops hurting inside? Just an automatic forget button in time?