Help me remember, help me forget.

I am miserable right now. I have no one to blame but myself, and my own stupid choices. I didn't realize how stupid they were at the time I made them, never saw the importance of certain things, but right now I hate that I made the choices I made. Please God take the mess of my life and make something decent from it. Can you make beauty from this screwed up life? I'm too far gone now to start life over. Please God can you make me happy? Content? Loved? Please.... I need you desperately Lord, right now. Please change me, make me like you. Help me make the right choices today and tomorrow? And Lord? please help me remember, and help me forget yesterday.