Whats up

My life has been SO busy!!! I am enjoying it immensely. When I was little I thought I knew what my life would be at this age. I laugh heartily at the memory. What I am now is far far different than who i thought I would be. Life is going faster and faster, I wish I could stop it, and enjoy more this time!!!! I miss my family, I see them rarely, I love all my new friends, they are all gifts to me, straight from heaven, as well as the friends that I've had for years. I thank my God for each one!! This week I have training for my job, I am looking forward to it! At the same time dreading it!! LOL, will be working my reg hours, and going to training 8 hours during the day!!! WHEW!!! that will be fun.

Meet me

Meet me here, in this place
meet me here, in this stillness
Fulfill all my desires
My heart is open before you
Fix what needs mended
sooth the painful parts
You alone are my healer
take my heart in your hands Lord
Burn away the filth Lord
Turn my eyes apon you alone
cause my heart to be a refreshing oasis
walk daily on the paths of my heart
fill me with the joys of your salvation
and only let me be a joy to you precious Jesus

thankyou

The night is nearly over-- thankyou
My heart is at peace with you--thankyou
My family is well--thankyou
I have the best friends--thankyou
Tho I wonder, you have things in your hands--thankyou
The radio plays encouraging fun music--thankyou
I am loved--thankyou

Time

The stillness grips my soul with a new clarity. The days fly by, quicker than ever, I feel myself growing away from you, I keep reaching out, hanging on with the tips of my fingers, longing for the shelter of your presence. I have run so rapidly into the arms of busyness, seeking a place to hide from this broken heart that you allowed. Help me find you God. I want you God. I need you