I'm not the girl I was b4

I'm not the girl I was b4.
You coming out of the shadows
Kind and caring,
abrupt, and short
what once was yours
won't break now

I'm not the girl I was b4
You think I'm the same
You think I've not changed
There is only one reason
I am still here
Only one reason,
I am not living in fear

I'm not the girl I was b4.
I don't want to be here
Just wanna move on
I don't know why
The Holy Spirit keeps askin
Prompting me to keep on
Nudging me, gently pushing....pray

I'm not the girl I was b4
run only by emotions and fears
scared to lose the one thing
I held the most dear
the one thing
that broke
me.

I'm not the girl I was b4.
He took that vessel broken
Glued it back with His love
Made it again with His grace
Its more beautiful now
best of all, there's strenth
to the beauty.

I'm not the girl I was b4
I'm praying for you each day
Not hoping for what was or can be
Not wishing for you now
I'm just being obedient
Being what I should have been
I'm not the girl I was B4