Clouds

Was just laying looking up at the few clouds that there are in the sky, closed my eyes for a couple seconds in prayer, when I opened them the clouds I had been watching had nearly disappeared in the sun. Like our problems in the light of His presence....

Wait

Waiting
Breath Short
Fingers icy
Stomach churning

Mind running
Too fast
This way
That way

Nervous
Heart Pounding
When Lord?
What now Lord???

I know
I'm where
You want me to be
Where you put me.

But whats next Lord??

June 27

The family is watching a sad boring movie... :(..... Talk about melancholy... I think I am going to go take a nap so I will be awake at work tonight!! I finished my 30 faces in 30 days!!! YAHOO!!!! So exciting! Now I have a week off!! That is wonderful to me..... ahhhhhhh.... Maybe I can spend some time in the poooooolllll ha ha. About time to get some sun, since the summer is already half gone!! lol I am going to VIRGINIA in about a month and a half!! I can't wait. I get to see Ana, and some new scenery!! Maybe meet a new friend!! I'm so excited! Lord please work it out, and open the doors if its YOUR will for me to be over there!!!

Falling

Teetering, on the edge
Knowing with one breath,
That'll be the end.

Don't wanna fall,
might fall up
might fall down

Scared to fall,
Falling up will you hold me?
falling down, will you catch me?

Can I stand in the balance?
Will you help me not to waver?
Till all You fulfill??

Keep me

Wow... never thought I'd be HERE... TODAY.... Keep workin in me Lord!! Keep me close to you, never let me stray, no matter what it takes Lord.

Tamale!!!

Cook it
Mix it
Cut it
Blend it

Smack it
Hit it
Squash it
Move it

Fill it
Meat it
Mole it
Fold it

Wrap it
Tie it
Lay it
Do it again!

Over 500 times!!!

I'm not the girl I was b4

I'm not the girl I was b4.
You coming out of the shadows
Kind and caring,
abrupt, and short
what once was yours
won't break now

I'm not the girl I was b4
You think I'm the same
You think I've not changed
There is only one reason
I am still here
Only one reason,
I am not living in fear

I'm not the girl I was b4.
I don't want to be here
Just wanna move on
I don't know why
The Holy Spirit keeps askin
Prompting me to keep on
Nudging me, gently pushing....pray

I'm not the girl I was b4
run only by emotions and fears
scared to lose the one thing
I held the most dear
the one thing
that broke
me.

I'm not the girl I was b4.
He took that vessel broken
Glued it back with His love
Made it again with His grace
Its more beautiful now
best of all, there's strenth
to the beauty.

I'm not the girl I was b4
I'm praying for you each day
Not hoping for what was or can be
Not wishing for you now
I'm just being obedient
Being what I should have been
I'm not the girl I was B4