Speak to me!

I'm so tired.... lol, but GOOD!! Work has been really frustrating me to no end lately, and I had to actually face some battles I have been running from for over a year now, when my friend Punk asked me some questions about us. I was doing this diet, but was getting discouraged with myself, and wasn't sticking to it, when I heard the Lord's soft voice speaking to me, are you surrendering everything Sarah Leigh? EVERYTHING? I thought back over what this last year has brought to me... ya, I've surrendered alot up this last year... but then, No, I wasn't surrendering everything when I was fighting about what I wanted to eat... so.. that voice continued, Give me all of you Sarah Leigh... I want you, I want to make you and mold you to be just like me. Then when my dear friend told me when we went to have coffee, about a vision of hands, shaping something on a potter's wheel, something goes wrong, then squishing it back down, and starting over, building it up again to be what He wants it to be, until He finally gets the perfected finished product. Wow.. many many things this week God has used to speak to me, somehow guiding me, and teaching me... I love it! Please never stop talking to me Lord!! I love you!