Tonight

I love cool summer nights!! Enjoyed Apple Festival tonight, the stars were awesome, went to see my lil brother play in the Guitar Hero competition.. wish I woulda had the gutz to play :D. Some cute little kid won!! lol... Listened to the Karaoke Contest after that, a couple sang Its is well, the arrangement off of Selah!! I loved it!! Made me cry... horrible place for tears to appear.. lol at the fair.... ppl everywhere. Walked around with the Fam, ended up getting one of those old fashioned Pics of myself and the little kids.. that was so much fun! Sis enjoyed dressing up in the beautiful dress and hat, and lil brothers loved posing with the big guns. Ended the night by sitting at my uncles concert, he sang mostly country.. a few old rock songs.. was fun.. lot of ppl up front dancing, and a couple in the back ballroom dancing!! THAT was SWEET!!!! I am so happy and content... God has been so amazing to me lately :). Me

I don't need you any more!!!

I have all
I will ever need
right here....
with me!!!

I love you Lord!!!

Be my everything
My heart cries out
I need you
desperately Lord!!!

Dad

My dad is doing much better, no fever now.. yet still needing his strength back.

Need you near

You felt so far far away

I begged I pleaded

Please come closer

Please let me feel you

Here with me


You were there with me

but I couldnt feel you

Thought you hated me

Thought you despised me

For walking away


I knew you'd forgiven me

Its a promise, and you don't lie

I thought maybe I just

needed more time

then I'd feel you close again


Yesterday i was longing for you

like the roses long for the rain

doing my best for you yet

feeling I still couldn't please you

Then you opened my eyes


I finally saw, finally realised

You aren't still mad at me...

All this time, I thought you were

All this time you were here

beside me, loving me.

I'm FREE

Facedown

Forgiveness

has been given

still I lay facedown

on the floor knowing

I deserve more

to suffer far more

I lay waiting for

the heavy hand

to punish tear me down

for what I've been

When all the while I've only been

FORGIVEN