Training finale

YAY!!! I made it thru training!! So excited. I loved the moment when my trainer looked at me, closed his book and said, Sarah... you are now... TCI certified.... what a feeling of accomplishment!! With God's help, I did well, in spite of severe sleep loss.! I managed to get an A on the book part, and 100% on the physical! As I left that church in Leesburg I almost cried, knowing that I would prolly not see those young ppl that i had spent the last four days with much any more. :(

SLEEP

SLEEEEPPPPP!!! lol, I got about six hours of it tonight after two days with about 4 hours!! AHHH thank God, it felt sooooo good. Thanks so much to one of my co-workers who was kind enough to pick up half of my shift tonight, other wise I would be so out. There is still a long stretch to go today without sleep, but I feel like I can handle it now with God's help of course. :D. Well, I better run, only got half a shift now to do all the work!! fun fun.

People are often unreasonable, and self-centered.
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind ppl may accuse you of ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, ppl may cheat you.
Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, ppl may be jealous.
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough.
Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end, its between you and God.
It was never between you and them anyway.
~Mother Theresa~

Training

Training is going great!! I am going on three hours of sleep :D, and still doing ok. We will see tho tomorrow at five pm. Today at training, we did this realllllllyyyyyy uncomfortable excersize where they had us paired with the opposite person height wise, I was the second to shortest, so I was paired with of course, the second to tallest guy in the room, and also one of the handsomest. In this excersize we had to stare for thirty second increments into eachothers eyes. WOW the power that eye contact has!!!!! It was torture, and we had to do it four different times. I thought my heart was going to beat out of my chest I was so nervous. Needless to say, I will never forget the color of this guys eyes or the laugh lines around his eyes when he smiles!!! lol.

They talked about communicating authority, and intimidation with height level, and body stance, what you are telling someone with body distance. Very interesting stuff. Then they also mentioned that just maintaining that eye contact for long periods of time can create feelings of romance or intimacy. Try it!!! preferably with your significant other!!! lol.

wHy Is It?

Why is it that
sometimes we tend to
hold on to the ppl that
have hurt us
the most???

Whats up

My life has been SO busy!!! I am enjoying it immensely. When I was little I thought I knew what my life would be at this age. I laugh heartily at the memory. What I am now is far far different than who i thought I would be. Life is going faster and faster, I wish I could stop it, and enjoy more this time!!!! I miss my family, I see them rarely, I love all my new friends, they are all gifts to me, straight from heaven, as well as the friends that I've had for years. I thank my God for each one!! This week I have training for my job, I am looking forward to it! At the same time dreading it!! LOL, will be working my reg hours, and going to training 8 hours during the day!!! WHEW!!! that will be fun.

Meet me

Meet me here, in this place
meet me here, in this stillness
Fulfill all my desires
My heart is open before you
Fix what needs mended
sooth the painful parts
You alone are my healer
take my heart in your hands Lord
Burn away the filth Lord
Turn my eyes apon you alone
cause my heart to be a refreshing oasis
walk daily on the paths of my heart
fill me with the joys of your salvation
and only let me be a joy to you precious Jesus